Monday, June 29, 2009

Such a fuck up

Well today, my friend Phet called me to hang out at the Gold Coast casino. I really wanted to hang out with her, I have such a crush on her, but she's 39 with a 3 month old baby and says I am like her baby brother to her. In my mind I can't get over how attracted I am to her though. We gambled together for hours playing Pai Gow Poker, by 3a.m. I lost $1000. I decided to go to the Bellagio without her and bought in another $1000 and lost it. I went back to the ATM and bought in for another $400 on Pai Gow Tiles and got hot.
Long story short, normally my messed up self would have lost everything, $2400 total. But my stupid self got very, very Lucky and I ended up cashing out $10,000!! Got very lucky. On the ride home I called Phet and we talked about our situation. Nothing resolved but she basically told me she likes me very well as a friend and doesn't need sex or anything more from me. I guess I need to keep looking for the "right" partner, but it was nice to win money instead of lose like I normally do. I still owe $60,000 to Credit Card companies though. Not sure what to do about that.
As for food. I had the drink mix from Herbalife-Mango, Aloe and Tea combined, many times today and then Phet and I had dinner together and I had the Scallops, frieds, I thought it was baked, my mistake.

5 comments:

Juliet said...

WOW congrats on the money . Wish it was me winning...

hang in there dear you will find someone SOON.......keep your chin HIGH and faith HIGHER

Frau said...

Congrats on the win but wow that was quite a risk in this economy. Maybe living near gambling and working there isn't good for your debt. Good luck in your love life the right one is out there timing is everything.

Cammy said...

Those winnings would make a nice dent in your debt. :) :)

Have you considered something like match.com? (I'm thinking about it, myself.) I had lunch yesterday with someone who's getting married to a guy she met on match.com a couple years ago. She's the fourth person I know who found her partner through that site. Just a thought.

antgirl said...

This is what people use to tell me: when you least expect it, you'll run into the right one. Yup. That was pretty much true.

Be what you want to attract. :)

Big Girl said...

Well, I'm glad you won the money! Enjoy your friendship with Phet, I can understand her not wanting sex...she has a 3 month old. No body wants sex when they have a 3 month old, you only want sleep.