Well today, my friend Phet called me to hang out at the Gold Coast casino. I really wanted to hang out with her, I have such a crush on her, but she's 39 with a 3 month old baby and says I am like her baby brother to her. In my mind I can't get over how attracted I am to her though. We gambled together for hours playing Pai Gow Poker, by 3a.m. I lost $1000. I decided to go to the Bellagio without her and bought in another $1000 and lost it. I went back to the ATM and bought in for another $400 on Pai Gow Tiles and got hot.
Long story short, normally my messed up self would have lost everything, $2400 total. But my stupid self got very, very Lucky and I ended up cashing out $10,000!! Got very lucky. On the ride home I called Phet and we talked about our situation. Nothing resolved but she basically told me she likes me very well as a friend and doesn't need sex or anything more from me. I guess I need to keep looking for the "right" partner, but it was nice to win money instead of lose like I normally do. I still owe $60,000 to Credit Card companies though. Not sure what to do about that.
As for food. I had the drink mix from Herbalife-Mango, Aloe and Tea combined, many times today and then Phet and I had dinner together and I had the Scallops, frieds, I thought it was baked, my mistake.
1 day ago